[00:00.000] 作词 : Cleve Wilson/Abby Cates[00:14.370][00:14.869]I saw your mom at the grocery store[00:20.108]She texted me afterwards[00:22.864]I felt like falling on the floor[00:26.875]She said, "I miss you, hope you're doing well[00:30.860]And I wish we saw you more"[00:37.612]And I knew that was a lie[00:40.125][00:53.617]'Cause you haven't talked to me in at least six months (Months)[01:00.112]I thought that I was healed but now I'm open like a cut[01:06.614]Cause I saw your mom at the grocery store[01:12.366]And she asked me how I was[01:14.371][01:18.623]I should've told her the truth[01:23.615]That I don't know who I am after you[01:30.612]And I can't stand to look at that fxcking pair of[01:34.865]Shoes I used to wear with you[01:37.871]Or the pictures that I framed of you[01:41.361]Oh, I, feel like I'm split in two[01:46.111]But I asked about your sister instead[01:53.611]'Cause that's what nice girls do[01:56.356][02:02.620]Driving home, the roads all look the same to me[02:08.872]I pass your house, I block out all the memories[02:14.862]And I don't miss you, I don't wish you well[02:19.117]I wish you felt what I had felt[02:22.363][02:25.357]She has your eyes, she looks like you[02:28.368][02:28.873]I should've told her the truth[02:33.868]That I don't know who I am after you[02:40.625]And I can't stand to look at that fxcking pair of[02:45.116]Shoes I used to wear with you[02:48.127]Or the pictures that I framed of you[02:51.609]Oh, I, feel like I'm split in two[02:55.611][02:56.363]I should've let her know that I deleted all the playlists on my phone[03:08.370]Cause every time that song plays I just wanna call you[03:13.615]So, I meditate now, but the silence is almost just as loud[03:19.110]Oh, I feel like I'm split in two[03:23.879]But I ask about your sister[03:31.328]Oh, I asked about your sister[03:34.828][03:45.576]I should've told her the truth[03:51.083]I've been terrified, for months, of seeing you[03:57.823]Every white car makes my heart stop[04:01.583]I cut my hair, I meditate[04:05.323]Everything, but change my name[04:08.830]Oh, I, I'll never be the same